tonight i hungout with some of my oldest friends, we decided to get peppermint hot chocolate and drive around and look at christmas lights. one of the homes had a radio station that you would tune into when looking at their lights. they qued the lights up to play with the music. it was AMAZING! i don’t think i’ve ever been more excited/happy in my entire life. i can’t even describe. watching the house play a musical lights orchestra made me think of my mom, and how magical she made every christmas. i missed her, and felt her in that moment. tonight was special, i felt my mom’s presence in the joy that christmas brings, my friends and i laughed soo hard that we probably cried at times, many amazing quotes from tonight, oo and i bought some amazing festive pj bottoms. they make me happy, i’m extremely happy right now.
